I know it's been a while since I've written anything here. I've had alot going on in my personal life, which noone here wants to hear about, as well as drama in my 'other' life....the life that I share with my readers here. Because of all that I haven't felt the compulsion to write much at all but I think I'm at a point where I can see the air clearing a bit for me and woke up today wanting to write about it all.
Where to start??
Let's start with EC. Maybe I should end this blog post with EC because that's basically where things are with him. The End. After several attempts to establish with him where things are and what we both want from our time together I was still left feeling as if we weren't on the same page. I think our biggest issue is our own personal lives getting in the way of things developing between us. After a week of not hearing from him I decided mentally and emotionally I needed to move on.
On to the brit! The brit is the newest boy for me and we spent some initial time getting to know each other. We've had some voicechat sessions, some vanilla, some D/s related that have been great fun! I've had him send me a few audio files of when I've allowed him to play. Good grief those are HOT! And yes, I've gotten off more than once from listening to those audio files. Yum! Things aren't always 100% perfect between us but that's part of the learning process and I enjoy my time with him.
There's a new boy in town. Literally, in the town I live in. I've been wanting to find a local boy to play with for a while now and I met someone through Fetlife a few weeks ago. We've been chatting quite consistently and it seems that he's very interested in pursuing exploring his sub side (he claims to be a switch with not much sub experience). Fingers crossed!
I've recently gotten reacquainted with the Alpha. To see the entire story about him, click on the link for the Doms in my life. About a month ago we got reconnected via emails and texting, which I am being cautious about since it was very emotionally hard for me to move past he and I being over. I'm not sure we'll ever get back to what we had when things were good between us, but I'm confident that at this point we both recognize how much we enjoy having each other in our lives and remain there for a very long time. Aside from me discovering my submission by getting to know him, he is a very good friend and we'll always have a strong bond.
I guess that's about it for now as far as updates go. I know they weren't very exciting but maybe it'll help explain why I've been a bit remiss in my posting duties here.
Showing posts with label the brit. Show all posts
Showing posts with label the brit. Show all posts
Monday, November 9, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
The stuff dreams are made of
The new boy, the brit, recently told me about a naughty dream he had about me and I asked him to tell me about it. And FYI...this made ME blush!!
You made me strip off and lay on your bed and then you tied my hands and feet to the four corners of the bed so that I couldn't move. You knelt over me, kissed me softly on the lips and whispered in my ear that you you were going to give me a "little show."
You walked slowly to the end of the bed and started to slowly remove your clothes. Once you had removed everything except your panties you pulled up a chair and sat down facing me. You started to rub your self through your panties which made my frustrated cock even harder. By the time you came I was leaking so much. You ran your finger up the underside of my cock, coating it in pre-cum. You then proceeded to stick your finger in my mouth and make me suck it.
You then asked me if I wanted to cum, to which I answered yes. You smiled and told me to be careful what I asked for. Before I could say anything else though you had removed your wet panties and shoved them into my mouth to gag me. You the proceded to start riding my cock, slowley at first but getting faster as you went along.
It wasn't long before I couldn't hold back any longer and came. But you didn't stop there, you carried on riding my cock saying that you were going to keep going until there was nothing left.
I just kept crying out into the panties in my mouth as you rode my sensitive cock to orgasm after orgasm. Eventually you decided that it was time to stop. You pulled the panties from my mouth and told me that I just had one little task left before you untied me, I had to clean up the mess I had made. With that you sat on my face and made me lick all of my own cum from you.
You made me strip off and lay on your bed and then you tied my hands and feet to the four corners of the bed so that I couldn't move. You knelt over me, kissed me softly on the lips and whispered in my ear that you you were going to give me a "little show."
You walked slowly to the end of the bed and started to slowly remove your clothes. Once you had removed everything except your panties you pulled up a chair and sat down facing me. You started to rub your self through your panties which made my frustrated cock even harder. By the time you came I was leaking so much. You ran your finger up the underside of my cock, coating it in pre-cum. You then proceeded to stick your finger in my mouth and make me suck it.
You then asked me if I wanted to cum, to which I answered yes. You smiled and told me to be careful what I asked for. Before I could say anything else though you had removed your wet panties and shoved them into my mouth to gag me. You the proceded to start riding my cock, slowley at first but getting faster as you went along.
It wasn't long before I couldn't hold back any longer and came. But you didn't stop there, you carried on riding my cock saying that you were going to keep going until there was nothing left.
I just kept crying out into the panties in my mouth as you rode my sensitive cock to orgasm after orgasm. Eventually you decided that it was time to stop. You pulled the panties from my mouth and told me that I just had one little task left before you untied me, I had to clean up the mess I had made. With that you sat on my face and made me lick all of my own cum from you.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
The New boy
There's a new boy in my life. I've nicknamed him 'the brit' because he lives in the UK. I'd love to use his real name, which is adorable, but to protect his identity I won't. I'm hoping someday I'll hear his voice as I'm sure it'll make me wet my panties just hearing his accent...I'm a sucker for an accent! Yum!
The brit isn't exactly new to me. We've been chatting through Twitter for a few months now and when we first met he was already owned by another Mistress. I respected his position, did not pressure him to leave her nor did I confuse him by giving him tasks to do for me. During the time that we've chatted I quickly began to feel that the Mistress he was with wasn't really suited for him and his personality. I let him know my thoughts on this but I did not promise that I'd be better suited for him.
I had a sense of being in his shoes, knowing what it feels like to feel so devoted to another yet not getting what you need from them and struggling to have the confidence to walk away. I went through the emotions of all that in the last few months with the alpha so I could definitely sympathize with the brit.
Recently, he informed me he was ready to leave her and asked if I was still willing to take him on. I am very proud of him for having that confidence to know he deserved a chance to find a Mistress that better suits his submission. Am I Her? Only time will tell.
For now, there is not complete ownership of the brit by me. We are taking things very slow as I need him to let go of his past ownership both mentally and emotionally. We're still in the 'get to know you' phase, building a bond and trust between us but so far it's going good. There's something about him that I just adore so I'm really hoping this works out well for both of us.
The brit isn't exactly new to me. We've been chatting through Twitter for a few months now and when we first met he was already owned by another Mistress. I respected his position, did not pressure him to leave her nor did I confuse him by giving him tasks to do for me. During the time that we've chatted I quickly began to feel that the Mistress he was with wasn't really suited for him and his personality. I let him know my thoughts on this but I did not promise that I'd be better suited for him.
I had a sense of being in his shoes, knowing what it feels like to feel so devoted to another yet not getting what you need from them and struggling to have the confidence to walk away. I went through the emotions of all that in the last few months with the alpha so I could definitely sympathize with the brit.
Recently, he informed me he was ready to leave her and asked if I was still willing to take him on. I am very proud of him for having that confidence to know he deserved a chance to find a Mistress that better suits his submission. Am I Her? Only time will tell.
For now, there is not complete ownership of the brit by me. We are taking things very slow as I need him to let go of his past ownership both mentally and emotionally. We're still in the 'get to know you' phase, building a bond and trust between us but so far it's going good. There's something about him that I just adore so I'm really hoping this works out well for both of us.
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